2AM

Honestly, I'm lost. At 27 I've had consistent waves of depression for 12 years now. My heart craves for death but my mind won't let me close. I struggle to see any point in this world and am completely crippled by fear and self doubt. I want to change everything about this world and contribute to a new system of equality and progress but I'm unable to get up off the couch. For now this blog is just a small release. Tomorrow, perhaps something more.